Why I Left My Harvard MBA Behind to Become a Metaphysical Master

I walked through the doors of Harvard Business School and Harvard Kennedy School of Government with a dream. I thought I had arrived.

Every professor’s nod, every polished case study, every internship offer seemed to affirm that I was on the right path. But the deeper I went into those hallowed halls, the further I drifted away from myself.

No one warned me that success could feel like suffocation.

The Performance of Perfection

At Harvard, I mastered the art of shape-shifting.

• The perfect student with color-coded notes and flawless presentations.
• The diplomatic classmate smoothing conflicts across cultural lines.
• The ambitious intern who worked 12-hour days without complaint.

I wore every mask that would win approval. I built a life that looked impeccable on paper. And yet, inside, I was unraveling.

Here’s the truth Harvard never taught me:
You can collect every credential in the world and still feel empty.

I wasn’t living a life. I was performing one.

And then, in a sterile corporate office, a manager glanced at my natural hair and called it “unprofessional.” That single word cracked me open.

The Awakening

That moment wasn’t just about hair. It was about everything I had been told to suppress in order to belong: my culture, my femininity, my voice, my authenticity.

Instead of silencing myself again, I said no. I chose me. And from that “no” was born my first business — a haircare brand for women who had been told their natural crowns were not welcome in professional spaces.

That business was my first lesson in sacred entrepreneurship:
Every time you reclaim a part of yourself the world has called “too much” or “not enough,” you unlock creativity no MBA could ever teach.

Loss, Grief, and the Breaking Point

But life wasn’t done testing me.

First, my father died suddenly.
Then, my best friend was murdered while on vacation.
Soon after, my mother’s mental health unraveled into dementia.

At the same time, I was raising my son and trying to keep a business afloat.

There were nights I would hide in my house after putting everyone to bed, sobbing until I couldn’t breathe. None of Harvard’s case studies had prepared me for this — leading a company while navigating grief so heavy it felt like it might bury me alive.

And yet, in that breaking, something sacred stirred.

Discovering the Map of Consciousness

I came across the work of Dr. David Hawkins, who scientifically mapped levels of human consciousness. His research revealed that 80% of the world operates from fear, anger, and scarcity — stuck in survival mode, making reactive decisions.

But the moment we cross into courage — the willingness to face life as it is — everything changes.

This wasn’t just theory. I lived it.

Every morning, I had a choice:

• Collapse into grief, or rise into courage.
• Operate from fear, or align with love.

And when I began choosing love, my business transformed.

Science shows your heart’s electromagnetic field radiates up to five miles. That means your inner state isn’t just personal — it impacts every client, investor, and collaborator in your orbit.

When I shifted into alignment, everything shifted with me. Harvard taught me strategy. But it never taught me Sol work.

Sol work is the integration of spirit, soul, and strategy.
It’s the knowing that your business is not separate from your evolution.

Here’s what I discovered:

• Love is a business strategy. It creates genius-level thinking that no hustle can replicate.
• Your nervous system is your business plan. If you can’t hold ease, you’ll sabotage abundance.
• Your energy is your marketing. People trust presence before they trust pitch.
• Your grief can be your teacher. When you alchemize pain, you unlock innovation.

This is what Harvard never dared to teach: that your inner alignment is the most powerful business asset you will ever have.

Building from Divine Power

Today, I teach founders, leaders, and entrepreneurs how to scale like a goddess.

Not by burning out in masculine hustle.
Not by chasing every trend on social media.
But by integrating Sol wisdom with proven strategy.

Because spreadsheets matter. Funnels matter. KPIs matter.
But so do rituals, intuition, and energy mastery.

When you bring them together, you stop just building a business. You build an empire that serves both profit and purpose.

When I stood on stage at the University of Texas, I told the next generation of entrepreneurs the truth no one had told me at Harvard:

That success without soul is failure in disguise.

I shared how:
✨ Graduating from Harvard became my spiritual rock bottom.
✨ A single word about my hair launched me into entrepreneurship.
✨ Grief nearly destroyed me — but also delivered me to my purpose.
✨ Consciousness is the missing curriculum in business education.
✨ Love is not weakness; it is the frequency of wealth and genius.

And I reminded them — as I remind you — that your business is a mirror of your soul.

This Is Your Invitation

If you are tired of performing, tired of chasing, tired of hustling for worthiness — this is your invitation.

To build from your authentic divine power.
To scale with feminine systems that sell for you while you live.
To integrate strategy with Sol, spreadsheets with spirit.

Because you were not born to grind. You were born to rise.

Not just as an entrepreneur, but as a goddess leader.